Friday, August 20, 2004

Justo Gallego and his cathedral

been to Fundacio Miro yesterday, to an exhibition I was really interested in visiting: The beauty of failure / The failure of beauty.

It was very interesting in some parts, Good texts too involving derrida, Bataille, Deleuze... yet other bits perhaps less captivating for me, but Eva, who was with me, was asking for a bit of guidance on Romanticism and Wagner... to understand parts of the exhibition, so we had a chance to discuss subjects I usually don't talk about with her.

I was amazed and needed to find out more about Justo Gallego, ths man who 40 years ago started building a cathedral near Madrid. Here goes an article in English, no pics : Don Justo's Self-Built Cathedral: A metaphoric learnings for contemporary alternative initiatives; one in Spanish, with pics: La Catedral de Don Justo; and one in Italian... If you have any firat hand info on him, please tell me. Am considering who I can get to take me to visit Mejorada del Campo...

P.S. Why are the exhibition catalogues so expensive???!!! I wanted to buy this one, it's quite good actually, but can't afford the 35 euro, find it abusive.

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Too lazy

to actually tell you all our stuff from Valencia and from Eva's wedding. Shall go into it later on, am catching up with all my emails and job applications etc...

But uploaded the digital pics into Flickr and it was too hard not to play around a bit with it, posting some of the pics before going into details. Because details there shall be, Velena, don't worry. Want to transmit it as I lived it, can't do it now.

Been funny, been nerve-wrecking, been awkward, been hot, been many things in a short, short time.

Want to talk about the guys there, at the wedding... the cuban community we met, the good, the bad and the ugly sort of thing... want to talk about some really funny and intelligent guys we met, and some really dumb and gross ones too... want to talk about our quest to find a bar that actually served fresh orange juice in Valencia, believe it or not we only just managed this on our last day there!... want to talk about how I felt about Eva, protective and close, at a moment she was out of her mind with tension... want to talk about the good things and the bad ones we came across, but specially want to talk about my aesthetic experience at IVAM, can't go into details now but I am set to find out more about a whole load of new artists I hadn't noticed before...

...and really must find out about the one who made me sweat, cry and almost faint by feeling absorbed by this sculpture. Something like what happened to Stendhal when he first saw Florence.
Eva didn't know this part of me, and at first thought I was joking. I really almost fainted after having one of my pure aesthetic experiences, a bit like what happened years ago when I walked into the Gilbert and George room at the Tate in London, and refused to leave though my friend was insisting... I think I actually had mentioned some time before during this summer I have started feeling my raptures and emotional floods of my Nietzschean days. This was a typical reaction to a strong, hypnotic vision. Am back in 1990, 1991, when I would get lost in my own hood, after watching a certain film (Dead Ringers, for instance) or would go crashing into people because I had to walk looking up into the sky, couldn't bear the faces around me......

For some reason, i went back to read the posts I made last winter, when losing Joan.

Feeling vulnerable, as I have been through a lot in a short time.

Not me!!!

Not me!!!
Not me!!!,
originally uploaded by okokitsme.
Exactly... I jumped out of the way, joke or not joke!!!

Who'll be next to marry?

Who'll be next to marry?
Who'll be next to marry?,
originally uploaded by okokitsme.
They insisted in playing the trick of throwing her flower in the air and see who'll catch it.

Everyone was going 'Aurea, you next!' and me... 'No way!!!'

Among Cubans

Among Cubans
Among Cubans,
originally uploaded by okokitsme.

Happy couple... and me betwee two cuban romeos (?!)

It got quite clear that I was supposed to be 'available', and as Eva got closer and closer to her husband, I got his friends' attention a bit too much. Of course they are not bad guys, but this sort of square, imposed feeling has never appealed to me. I have never been one to go out with another girl, and hitch up two guys who are out together too ...a very typical Spanish way of chatting people up.

Alejandro and Eva

Alejandro and Eva
Alejandro and Eva,
originally uploaded by okokitsme.
Yes, sir, they started to get much more into situation...

Smile!

Smile!
Smile!,
originally uploaded by okokitsme.
This was the nicer version, for their album :P

No more Paparazzi!

No more Paparazzi!
No more Paparazzi!,
originally uploaded by okokitsme.
By the time the wedding was over, Eva was starting to feel a bit too much in the mood... and I was a bit sick of the attention paid to me :P

Libro de Familia

Libro de Familia
Libro de Familia,
originally uploaded by okokitsme.
...Which I kept in my bag until the money was safely counted, then was handed over to him

Witness!

Witness!
Witness!,
originally uploaded by okokitsme.
I had to sign too... Eva's P.A. at work once more ;)